Monday, August 22, 2011

Darkness. People all around you in the light but all you hear is silence.
Your past like a tunnel about to swallow you and smother you...you cant breathe.
Everyone says, "I know how you feel"...but nobody has answers.
So you're running in circles trying to forget all the problems, escape from the voices that tell you it's over. You dont want to give up but what else can you do? You're going insane.
So you cut yourself. You feel like you've won. That you conquered the chaos that burns in your blood that flows from your wrist as the blade cuts through your flesh. And finally! Sweet relief! Everything fades away and your burden is lifted and you are happy. your head feels as light as a feather and you take a deep breathe.

Or maybe you cut because you just want to feel something.